i ventured into a dungeon yesterday and
joined someone else's team join someone
else's team guon was somewhat speechless
she typed and deleted several lines
before finally composing a message what
are you thinking is it because the last
time you attempted a higher level
dungeon you lost confidence XY Hong not
exactly sister tontion I'm just weary
tired of this kind of life I'm so
exhausted truly. to keep up with you all
I've been running on tiptoe stumbling
Dot and I lost Shinu it my inability to
recognize myself that has led me to this
point it has nothing to do with anyone
else guon tion was taken aback she
hadn't he anticipated that Joey Hong
harbored such thought and she hurried to
console him you don't need to Bear such
pressure none of us look down on you
ehong we are not just teammates we are
Partners We Are Family come back we are
all waiting for you Joy Hong know I see
you all as family too but the more I
think about it the less I want to hold
you back I Haven T told y Yun because I
can't bring myself to say it I'm a
coward Joy Hong I know she must look
down on me I really like her but she
feels like a sun far beyond my reach and
I can no longer catch up to her or to
you all he was acutely aware of how much
he had lost his strength was already
limited and he needed to start a new
while his teammates continued to
progress and no matter how hard he tried
to catch up he would only hinder their
advancement over time they might not
remain family but become foes instead gu
tontion understood XY Hong was too
clear-sighted and his strong sense of
Pride prevented him from becoming a
burden to the team from feeling the
helplessness of relying on others
and from facing the embarrassment of
being in such a position such a joy Hong
only made her heart ache more how had it
come to this this was the boy ganion had
first met due to the sewing machine she
was moved by his character and upon the
opening of the dungeon she sought him
out to team up standing side by side
through numerous life and death
situations truly a bond forged in
adversity overwhelmed by emotions gu
tion wanted to say we are willing to
support you but words felt utterly
powerless she herself could not be
certain if every time they entered a
dungeon one person hesitated and
withdrew over time might there not arise
resentment from comparing the different
rewards human nature she longed to say
that they didn't te care yet she could
not be sure if others felt the same way
after pondering she expressed her
thoughts I know what you care about who
can predict what comes after if it truly
becomes difficult to catch up perhaps we
can all just be lazy together right she
secretly entertained this thought why
must one always be at the Forefront cud
and te they slow down and enjoy life
just like her despite possessing the
idol system she lived like a dedicated
player a te that moment a familiar voice
echoed in her ears how naive gonon you
never cease to surprise me how did such
foolish thoughts come to mind leness
mocking tone pierced through Dio you
really think you can lounge around in a
survival game that would a rather
short-lived existence guonan I command
you to discard those foolish Notions
unless you're tired of living falling
behind means facing consequences I that
a well-known saying on your Earth the
flicker of Hope gonon had just
entertained was swiftly extinguished
leaving only silence XI Hong seemed to
take a moment to adjust his emotions
before finally responding sister dun
thank you for your care all this time
why Mind Is Made Up This Is Goodbye how
could he not understand each day
numerous players with insufficient
strength disappeared whether labeled a
coward or ungrateful he truly was
exhausted by this life even if he didn't
he live long he accepted it guon tion